有着英伦赫本之称的英国女演员莉莉·柯林斯（lily collins），不久前刚过完自己30岁的生日。

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从两岁时开始出演bbc连续剧《成长的烦恼》，十五岁成为小有名气的专栏作家，到2008年在冲刺奥斯卡的电影《弱点》中崭露头角，莉莉·柯林斯一步步蜕去自己星二代的身份标签。

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含着金钥匙出生的“公主”

莉莉·柯林斯1989年3月18日出生于英格兰萨里郡。

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爸爸是著名的摇滚乐手菲尔·柯林斯，他不仅获得过七次格莱美大奖，拿过两座金球奖奖杯，还凭电影《泰山》的主题曲夺得奥斯卡。

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妈妈是美国社交名媛吉尔·塔维尔曼。这对夫妇于1984年结婚，1994年分居，两年后离婚。

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when lily was five, her mother moved them to los angeles and she saw much less of her father, causing tension in their relationship. "i know how much i love my family – and that's all that really matters," she said.

莉莉五岁时，妈妈带她搬到了洛杉矶，她很少见到爸爸，父女关系颇为紧张。 “我知道我有多爱我的家人，这才是最重要的。”

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after graduating from the prestigious preparatory school harvard-westlake school in los angeles, collins received her broadcast journalism degree at the university of southern california, which she put to good use as a host of nickelodeon's kids pick the president during the 2008 presidential election.

从洛杉矶著名的哈佛-韦斯特莱克预备学校毕业后，柯林斯在南加州大学获得了广播新闻学学位。2008年总统大选期间，她担任尼克国际儿童频道《孩子选总统》节目的主持人，将所学充分运用上。

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出版回忆录，接受自己的不完美

十几岁时，莉莉为英国杂志《elle girl》写过一篇专栏文章《ny confidential》，也为《十七岁》、《teen vogue》和《洛杉矶时报》写过文章。

这些写作经历也为她日后的创作打下了基础。

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despite her reticence in previous years about her relationship with her father, collins opened up in her memoir, unfiltered: no shame, no regrets, just me, which was released in 2017.

尽管她在前几年极少谈及自己与爸爸的关系，但在2017年出版的回忆录《未过滤的：没有羞耻，没有遗憾，只有真我》中，柯林斯敞开了心扉。

reticence /'ret?s(?)ns/ ：沉默寡言

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“because my dad was often gone, i never wanted to do anything that would make him stay away even longer,” she writes in unfiltered. “i became extra careful about what i said and how i said it, afraid he'd think i was angry or didn't love him. and the truth is, i was angry. i missed him and wanted him there.”

她在《未过滤的》中写道：“因为爸爸经常不在身边，我从来不想做任何让他离我而去的事情。我对自己说什么、怎么说，都格外小心，生怕他会以为我生气了或不爱他。事实上，我是很生气。我想念他，希望他在我身边。”

in unfiltered, collins also discusses her struggles with her body image, difficult relationships with ex boyfriends and inspiring lessons she's learned from her life thus far.

在《未过滤的》中，柯林斯还谈到了自己与身材形象的斗争、与前男友的艰难关系，以及迄今为止她从生活中获得的启迪与教训。

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十几岁时，柯林斯得了厌食症，每天吃的东西全都会吐掉，严重时会晕倒在厕所。

2016年，她不顾家人的反对，选择在厌食症剧情片《骨瘦如柴》（to the bone）中担任主角，减重20斤，用自己真实的经历充分展现这个角色复杂脆弱的一面，她说：

“只有得过厌食症的人才明白其中的痛苦和挣扎，可能没有人比我更懂得这个角色的分量。”

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lily said: “my mum has taught me so much about loving myself and accepting myself for all that i am, quirks included. her passion is utterly infectious and her creativity never ceases to amaze me. one day i hope to be at least half the woman that she is.”

莉莉说：“我妈妈教会了我很多，要爱自己、接受自己的一切，包括那些另类的部分。她的激情充满感染力，她的创造力不断地给我惊喜。我希望有一天我至少能做到她的一半。”

quirk /kw??k/：怪癖

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在谈到她的写作习惯和喜好时，莉莉说：

“i don’t have one particular room where i writer. i tend to change my environment to keep on my toes and constantly inspired. sometimes i write in my bedroom, either at my desk or in my bed, which is filled with all sorts of oddities and art. other times i take my computer to a coffee shop or restaurant. sometimes i like silence and others, i listen to music. it depends on my mood.”

“我并没有一个专门用来写作的房间。我倾向于改变环境以保持活跃、专注，并不断受到启发。有时我在卧室写作，或者在书桌旁，或者在床上，我的床上总是摆满各种稀奇古怪的东西和艺术品。有时候我带着电脑去咖啡店或餐馆。有时我喜欢安静，有时我会听着音乐，这取决于我的心情。”

keep (one) on (one's) toes：保持忙碌、警觉、专注

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莉莉总是能从小说家斯科特·菲茨杰拉德的作品中获得灵感，甚至希望当年斯科特提笔写书时自己能在现场。

“i’ve always loved f. scott fitzgerald because the worlds he creates are so detailed and rich. i feel like i’m completely immersed in his deｓｃｒｉｐｔive language, as if i should have existed back then. his dialogue is so smart and his characters are beautifully flawed and relatable.”

“我一直很喜欢斯科特·菲茨杰拉德，因为他创造的世界是如此的细腻和丰富。我感觉自己完全沉浸在他的描述中，仿佛我应该存在于那个时代。他的对话非常巧妙，他的角色也有美丽的瑕疵，令人产生共鸣。”

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在荧幕上追求经典

2010年，柯林斯在《魔镜魔镜》（mirror mirror）中饰演白雪公主（snow white），这部电影改编自童话故事《白雪公主和七个小矮人》，茱莉亚·罗伯茨饰演邪恶的皇后克莱门蒂安娜。

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robbie collin from the british newspaper the daily telegraph wrote of collins: "she has an adorable, sensational, almost perfect face for cinema; think audrey hepburn with the eyebrows of liam gallagher."

英国《每日电讯报》的罗比·科林这样评价柯林斯：“她有一张可爱、迷人、近乎完美的为大荧幕而生的脸；想像一下有着利亚姆·加拉格尔眉毛的奥黛丽·赫本吧。”

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2018年，柯林斯在bbc迷你剧《悲惨世界》中饰演主角芳汀。

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critics and fans praised collins' performance as fantine, alexandra pollard of the independent praised her performance, writing "she plays the tragic fantine with steeliness and grace", and described it as "magnificent."

影评家和粉丝都对柯林斯演绎的芳汀赞不绝口，《独立报》的亚历山德拉·波拉德称赞她的表演写道：“她以钢铁般的优雅演绎了芳汀这一悲剧角色”，堪称“惊艳”。

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another critic stated that "lily collins does not sing her anguished soul out when she is abandoned by her lover. so much so, she impressed me from the get-go with her emotionally rich performance and has successfully overridden hathaway's nightmarish version".

另一位评论家说：“当莉莉·柯林斯被她的爱人抛弃时，她并没有悲歌一曲来表现痛苦的灵魂。她从一开始就以她丰富的情感表演给我留下了深刻的印象，并成功地超越了海瑟薇噩梦般的版本。”

get-go：开端；开始

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在2014年的电影《爱你，罗茜》（love, rosie）中，莉莉饰演的罗茜与青梅竹马的好友上演了一段“友达以上，恋人未满”的朦胧感情。

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任何看过这部电影的人都不会忘记下面这个场景，兄妹情谊包装下的爱慕之心被莉莉演绎得淋漓尽致，还有莉莉纯正的英式口音作为bonus，一起来看看：

在她的回忆录的封底，莉莉留下了这段话：

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we worry that no one can relate to us or understand our problems. we worry that our struggles define us and that our quirks make us weird. but believe me: if you open up and let go, the only thing you'll feel is free.

我们担心没有人能理解我们的烦恼，我们担心那些苦痛挣扎会最终定义我们，害怕另类之处会让我们怪异。但请相信我：如果你敞开心扉，放下执着，你唯一能感觉到的就是自由。

using our voices allows us to connect with one another and realize we're never alone. we are encouraged, inspired, and supported. the sooner we accept our stories for all that they are and the sooner we let go of the shame, regrets, and fear surrounding our experiences — the sooner we can live, love, and be loved.

说出自己的声音，我们才能彼此相连，才能发现我们并不孤单，一直有人在鼓励、启迪和支持着我们。我们越早拥抱自己原本的样子，就越早摆脱萦绕心头的羞耻、遗憾和恐惧，从而真正感受生活，体会爱与被爱。

共勉。

编辑：左卓

实习生：潘琪伟

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